July of 08 The Good Life

This month was truly one to forever remember... Gilly Tha Kid has become a man. Still, most things I do people think are way below the level of maturity 'epected' of someone my age. But i FUCKING LOVE what I do. Thing is I love my family very much and my friends as well but I feel so different compared to everybody else. I know im alone in this world. Its so great tho because I am the only person I truly get on best with. There are 2 entities we all possess. The one which is dedicated to dealing with others and then the one which is introspective. Its the one that you dont realize is talking to you whilst your telling some girl in a club how sweet she looks when really your asking ur 'other' self at the very same moment (remember 2 entities) whether or not she would mind a load on her face. No one realizes this but its so true and if your lucky enuf to read this, take heed and also control of your fucking life cause no one else will. Ehhum, I have become overtly social and super confident the past month or so. Everybody is a product of their respective surroundings and no one, at least round here is zen... So I bike often, I smoke loads of pot and manage some sales guys whilst making some myself which is kewl but its pretty far away. I started a new division for the company my brother and I started... I have much excitement in me. Kinda like a 16 yr old kid about to have sex for the 1st time or just like falling in love. Reason for this is simple, this new venture is going to be incredibly lucrative. Of this I have no doubt. Looking at the world as this uber individual I have become has made it simple to manipulate and covertly beat the unjust American system . Every1 is so uniform and they follow social trends and ofcoarse the rules set by our authority, the "Govlerment", as my dad would say. This makes them predictable like a hunters prey and easy to influence. Whether fucking around on the street w/a tourist on W Houston and Bway or closing a 50k deal in 10 minutes on the phone in my office, people are mostly pleasant and positive but I must say, and I feel sorry about this that their all sheep. Once we wake, the first 4 seconds of our everyday is a run down of our entire lives. Its simple, people have no clue how easy it is to manipulate your brain and your subconscious to feel, be and live however they want and then the mold that engulfs them will crumble and they will fly.