What's what

Suspicious like, I wear my hat low and prefer when my eyes are not met by other ones directly. When they are tho, if, for long enough that is, a questioning stare and a look of confusion is given these inquisitive inspectors. Been a lil pissed lately and can't help but admit, sometimes I'd warmly welcome the opportunity to leave a white five finger mark on some random idiots face. Or, something similar to the scenario below.

Not sure why, cause I quarrel with no one, but still. Been around a lot of lifelessness recently, ya know, dead weight. It ain't all that pleasing. I too have been very still as of late. Like a candles flame in a windowless room. Looking at people in this relaxed and knowing manner, is very much enlightening, liberating even. Imagine how you'd perceive people knowing that that day is your last. This is how I believe I behave when interacting with others. Calm and knowing, cause I nearly lost this shell many a time. and I know it can be gone tonight. So my mood is like a serene lake with 0 ripples. I'm relaxed, extraordinarily content with myself, and am soaking in all the different sounds, lights, energy, and goings on around me.  Fussing is foreign to me. I keep what I like and expel what I don't. Whatever the calculative value of fuck might just happen to be, is precisely how zen, strong minded, energetic and sharp I feel. Physically and mentally powerful. All sorts of ingredients, with some potent life events chucked in the pot cooked up a product that is still in beta but will prove noteworthy and delicious once complete. This product is I. Nowadays, is set aside for proper adjustments, or "system upgrades" if you will. Correcting things I've neglected whilst growing up. The animal I love is giving me a familiar stare which means for the next 15 minutes I'll be getting propelled/pulled forward by a 100 pound force of stupid curiosity and obsession over anything that smells.