The Come Down

Now that I stopped taking anti depressant meds my doc gave me, my head is clearing and Im beginning to focus clearer, I curse myself for dismissing my girlfriends objections to me going upstate "because I promised to go with her to her best friends sisters wedding" this past Fri night. Like a shmuck I sent my girlfirend to this wedding alone whilst I too was in Monticello Fri night. Then came this mess I will be forced to forever remember on Saturday August 9th. Im a fucking idiot and she has more than enough reason to remind me yet she hasnt mentioned it since. My mistake was leaving her for the weekend because of fake friends. Ill never make this mistake ever again...