Sunday, December 17, 2017

Saturday, December 09, 2017

#BombTheSystem 1997 James Madison High School BlackBook - Krooklynite Wrist Skills

Tuesday, December 05, 2017


For The Foxes - Charles Bukowski

don't feel sorry for me.
I am a competent,
satisfied human being.
be sorry for the others
rearrange their
juggling mates
confusion is
and it will
whoever they
deal with.
beware of them:
one of their
key words is
and beware those who
only take
instructions from their
for they have
failed completely to live their own
don't feel sorry for me
because I am alone
for even
at the most terrible
is my
I am a dog walking
I am a broken
I am a telephone wire
strung up in
Toledo, Ohio
I am a man
eating a meal
this night
in the month of
put your sympathy
they say
water held up
to come
you better be
nearly as

hidden truths

Why I Keep It Militant

What A Joke

Puff Daddy - I Love Baby (Ft. Black Rob)

Beat Originally by Havoc (of Mobb Deep)

Wish I Had The Wit To Say This In The Past

Y I Burn

3, 2, 1


Friday, December 01, 2017

Thursday, November 30, 2017

On Violence.

Hello Hyperion

No Games

Holding It Down

When I die and you’re a person who loves me - FRET NOT.
Cause I’ll be ownin that reality and holding any given situation down, wherever I am.
Like God but not as big a shot... and certainly far less demanding of shit, like your admiration, your blind following, or your respect. Although these things, I too, do quietly expect. This is #truth

Keeping It Real

Monday, November 27, 2017

Uhm, 4 Real.

Society in 2017 - Money, Sex & Social Class

ot long ago, while on a hike in Muttentown, Long Island, I explained to my trail-mate that properly utilizing focus together with intent can be compared to not just some black belt of martial arts or the 9/11 hijackers - but perhaps a master of one of these arts which are martial (if you ever met one of these masters you'd understand what I'm saying by the way they move and carry themselves - and how people bow their heads in respect in their presence.)

I provided an example by explaining;

"There will be no flaws/errors in this here deliberate action which I will take to break that their branch"

And then, followed through with the below:

Playing games, I am no longer in this here life. Always super serious, and I make people who I interact with upset. That is, with themselves when I explain my world view and their idiocy is brought forth to look at critically.

Namely, all everybody wants - like a bee wants pollen & then to pollinate - is just money and sex. This is small-minded thinking and quite boring IMHO.

Then, you have those who go on about how "my family is this" and "my children" and I'd do anything for "my parents" etc/yada yada...

So very few ACTUALLY care for anything more than these selfish things.

So, in actuality, it is 3 things which sum up a person, sadly, but realistically (in a stark way.)

That is:

1- The pursuit of cash.
2- The pursuit of somebody's ass.
3- The care for only those in immediate social circle and class.

And there you have it folks; society in 2017 moving onward to legal status with the number 18, becoming dumber with our "smart device" apparatus. Always one-sided - mine.

Let posterity remember the preceding rhyme. [Under Dev]

Wednesday, November 22, 2017


Let This Knowledge Get Soaked

It's become (not easily) clearly visible, such things as:

Societies expectations & pressures,

The foremost need for EVERYONE (even the overly-wealthy) to earn money,

Has STOLEN from people their wills to exert or exercise/display their talents.

Caged by media-driven confusion.

It's funny...I haven't watched ANY TV show or MOVIE (not even news - I just hear from people) in the past couple years - yet people meet me as tho I'm living in some illusion.

Anyway, if in a fight for positivity, shit, i'm losing.

Gillyroze - Rapper Sage

Again I'll Say - FUCK THE (US) POLICE

Monday, November 20, 2017


A Word From Hesse

"We must become so alone, so utterly alone, that we withdraw into our innermost self. It is a way of bitter suffering. But then our solitude is overcome, we are no longer alone, for we find that our innermost self is the spirit, that it is God, the indivisible. And suddenly we find ourselves in the midst of the world, yet undisturbed by its multiplicity, for our innermost soul we know ourselves to be one with all being."
~ Hermann Hesse

Power of Psychedelics

"First, almost everything we’ve been taught by schools, the media, and yes, even our parents, is a lie. It turns out there is no Santa Claus; Christopher Columbus was a genocidal asshole; and psychedelics might be the best way to treat clinical depression. I forgave society for lying about Santa; I decided Columbus Day can go fuck itself; and I decided to try everything within my power to rid myself of depression, even if it included psychedelics." - Unknown

Gillyroze - Twice

Wednesday, November 15, 2017

Sticks And Stones May Break Our Bones But Software And Circuits Will Leave Us Jobless

Massive robotic automation is quietly being implemented EVERYWHERE among fortune 500s. 

It's said (and can easily be understood) that similar to outsourcing, once it's gone 
from the hands of the workers - this work being given to infinitely productive-more 
"assets" will not ever return to "the human craftsman".

More and more, it's becoming easier to see through the Pyrrhic blessing which fooled 
us for so long - advanced technology.

It's stupifying, idiofying & it frikin wastes time (so I done away w/my unSmartphone).

What is eerily odd is that there is none, or not nearly enough, talk about the consequences 
of what we've come to learn are going to happen to the "lower classes". We're going to see 
not tidal waves, but tsunamis of unemployment due to robotics, automation, & A.I. innovation
"advancements" of which are already being realized.

Serious realities like:

1- The dissipation of union dues. Poof gone.

2- Federal/State/Local employee income tax. Poof bye.

I should note, so as to be real and honest (which is how I like to keep it) I've always
been a cut-throat / straight-for-the-jugular type, and a part of me says "Heck, it's evolution. 
So dimwits should pay for their dimwitted idiocy if they won't keep with the times" 
but I KNOW that lower cognitive function isn't suffered by so many just by chance. ~ Gillyroze

This post was inspired by a much more in-depth essay written by a friend named Martin Sternbal 
(R.I.P.) link to it here:

Onward Bound - Hitting Adulthood

Image result for churchill victors

                                             Something that is so very important yet overlooked completely, in my humble opinion, is perpetuity of internet published writings.

It's known; the victors of wars paint the pictures which media then solidify and like concrete, it is then set in stone. So much so, that school curriculum's go so far as to completely overlook important teachings. Even confuse and not just "flex" or "bend" the truth, but flat out lie about knowings which we're supposed to overlook growing up - shmucks with our heads down, like in Orwell's '1984' is PRECISELY how they would like for us to be.

I like to tell people...the US is a country which - had it noticed it's reserves of Cheetos were low - would bomb with hellfire any country which possesses (even relies on for their lives, this matters not) any Cheetos. Because, ya know, we want to have our belligerent good time, our gluttonous abundance and will shamelessly provide for you not one care about your opinion regarding the above.

What was that a quip? Follow the rhyme below because it's intricate.

"Watch out! Embargo's will slowdown your GDP & Influx Of Cargo. Catch Ya Nation Sleeping Like A Mafia Capo. Trust, You Don't Want To Tango" ~ Gillyroze [Gods GOD]

Anyhow; a website very much UNLIKE Wikipedia - a place which must possess a certain police like (not necessarily governmental) authority & philanthropic involvement (forever) should be available online in-order to publish there with the intent, or rather with the sole purpose being, that it will remain available for "perpetuity". Generations and then many more generations to read and make their own juudgements.

This can/should be done without any influence/manipulation by corporations or government in any way.

Monday, November 13, 2017

Saturday, October 28, 2017


2 Pac You Can't See Me

Integrity - Respect

~ Paul Escudero [u have my vote]

So today I was at my job and there was a group of old white guys standing around a red pickup truck that said Deer Watch Inn B&B Durham, NY. I have been vocal and public about the need to #ENDNRACORRUPTION of the police, bar associations, and public unions and they must have recognized me. Previously I appeared in numerous segments on Woodstock Community Access television about our country's serious #gunviolence problem and its relationship to police work and #NRAcorruption. The men made sure that I heard them say that I am "A prisoner of the CIA" and then some tripe about their guns and the name of Woodstock Town Council candidate Lorin Rose was said. I felt harassed, and threatened by them even though we were in public and unfortunately this isn't the first time this has happened. If NY decides to have a constitutional convention I intend to run for delegate. The behavior of these people is unacceptable. I am posting this so that Woodstockers understand exactly what is going on beneath the surface. I will point out that two years ago I was playing softball one Sunday morning at Andy Lee field and I saw the former close friend of Mr. Rose, Jeremy Wilbur speaking to the contractor who had finished the renovation of the community center. I had not met the man so I went up and introduced myself to him. We exchanged pleasantries and as I turned to leave to walk back to the softball field he turned to the contractor and said, "He knows that we have the houses bugged". I AM WILLING AND PREPARED TO TAKE A POLYGRAPH ABOUT THIS EVENT. There are various possibilities here. One is that he was making a joke but such a joke would be grossly inappropriate for a town supervisor to make to a citizen. Some will claim he was not in his right mind but at the time he was still serving as town supervisor so if he was then there is no reason why he should have been in office. The third and frankly I am disgusted to have to say this is that Mr. Wilbur was in the know and a party to an unlawful surveillance operation taking place here in the town. It is a secret to no one that those with ties to the hippies, the anti war movements, gay rights, civil rights, or cannabis legalization have been unlawfully monitored here and subjected to various dirty tricks. I do not believe these are federally or state sanctioned operations but rather the actions of a network of conservative conspirators acting like parasites from within town, county, and state jobs. Certainly I do not believe for one second the trash throwing Lorin Roses name around and claiming "I am a prisoner of the CIA" have anything to do with the intelligence community. Knowing all of this I am unsure why we are building a monument to Mr. Wilbur. As additional proof of how this kind of thing can operate I will mention that I was doing a #gunviolence segment on Woodstock 104 until there was a strange incident at my daughters school where she lived with her mother in another state. The police were staging a live training exercise for active shooters and were herding the kids on to the football field with their hands up. The police in that town (which I am prepared to provide newspaper articles in documentation of) claimed that they received a social media threat while the "training exercise" was taking place. My daughter whom I am estranged from (not by accident either) left school grounds and went home because she did not feel safe. Police claim they were unable to determine the source of the social media "threat" but my daughter was called before the principal by the police and they tried to pin it on her. I am quite certain that she had nothing to do with it. As soon as I heard about this I ceased doing my radio broadcasts. We are faced with a choice here. What kind of America what kind of Woodstock do we want to live in. Do you want to live in a Woodstock where an inner circle of conspirators are watching you in your home? Compiling dossiers and releasing information about your private life at Hannaford or at PTA so they can manipulate the social fabric using unlawful surveillance and COINTELPRO? We can choose liberty. We can choose safety. We do not have to live in the cold war state certain folks are recreating against the will of a world and people that have outgrown it. Choose your candidates for town council wisely. If the people will it and there is a Constitutional Convention remember me Paul Escudero as candidate for delegate. We don't have to live in a state of perpetual war, without liberty or safety with invisible creeps monitoring us in our homes and cars and using that ill gotten and poisonous fruit to manipulate our behavior. Government is supposed to do the will of the people but certain folks have decided it is easier to manipulate the people into doing the will of the government. We have a choice and I hope it is LIBERTY AND JUSTICE FOR ALL.

Monday, October 23, 2017

Pig People [not the police type] Coming Soon To A Reality Near You

BTW - My "thoughts" are that science can never "go too far". When it comes to science experiments; Go it all the way. Fuck tradition & deal with the unknown repercussion of human curiosity as it comes.