Gustav

If I had to guess Id say hurricane Gustav will kik ass & prove once again that our leaders are unprepared, unforeseeing shmucks. Even a dumbass boxer knows, when hit on the left your guard better come up b4 that next blow does. Screw it, lets spend it on our war of terror so we can create another sucide bomber by killing someones whole family in Irak.

Im A Toker too

Terrorism

Current Read. goebbels, by Ralf Goerg Reuth

QueensBridge Cats From The Early 90's... Mobb Deep Shook Ones

A New Hammock I Built @ Risses

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Zen Judaism

· If there is no self, whose arthritis is this?

· Be here now. Be someplace else later. Is that so complicated?

· Drink tea and nourish life; with the first sip, joy; with the second sip, satisfaction; with the third sip, peace; with the fourth, a Danish.

· Wherever you go, there you are. Your luggage is another story.

· Accept misfortune as a blessing. Do not wish for perfect health, or a life without problems. What would you talk about?

· The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single Oy.

· There is no escaping karma. In a previous life, you never called, you never wrote, you never visited. And whose fault was that?

· Zen is not easy. It takes effort to attain nothingness. And then what do you have? Bupkis.

· The Tao does not speak. The Tao does not blame. The Tao does not take sides.The Tao has no expectations. The Tao demands nothing of others. The Tao is not Jewish.

· Let your mind be as a floating cloud. Let your stillness be as a wooded glen. And sit up straight. You’ll never meet the Buddha with such rounded shoulders.

· Deep inside you are ten thousand flowers. Each flower blossoms ten thousand times. Each blossom has ten thousand petals. You might want to see a specialist.

· Be aware of your body. Be aware of your perceptions. Keep in mind that not every physical sensation is a symptom of a terminal illness.

· The Torah says, Love your neighbor as yourself. The Buddha says, There is no self . So, maybe we are off the hook



From Zen Judaism by David Bader Grabbed from www.photojournalist.com

Pure. The Lightning Seeds

Banksy In New Orleans

Im Woke

Pudge

I can tell by the way that my watch fits I am gaining weight. It stays put and doesnt flop around anymore. This is the effect of eating every single time I get the tickling for it. I guess its ghud to put on some weight. Being really skinny makes ones nerves ajolt at every tiny reason. When pudged moving around is more calculated and u find urself pondering whether u waant to tire ur fat ass by even moving uhtall. Havent been biking for a bit but will get back to that asap. Anyhow, its just a jot for now as my PBJ is on its way but perhaps later ill make one greater.

Hello My Name Is

ber alert and cautios I have become of absolutely everything these days. Wish I can turn this switch off and fall back into sweet mellow calmness... But I cant. Too short and fragile our lil lives are. In the past couple of months I stared down at death like it was my son. I stared at it hard and waited patiently for it to break contact. It did everytime as I've seen many apussies do in my pre giuliani bklyn youth. Shud say thk u to G-d I guess... But.. wtf is that?
The logic behind my staying extra cautios is simple, my candle I can light and then die... The force that was me created it and it will continue on. The candle will burn out but maybe I can create something that will remain far longer. Fuck remaining silent this soul and sponge given to me here on the 24th of Feb 1981, instead I will turn the volume up. Perhaps Ill create something that will remain forever.

Wanted Dread & Alive

Mental Conditioning

I preached it and will now live it... Much stress has enveloped me lately and for very good reason. I know the workings of my mind. I know, for sure, that I am not your typical thinker. I am a maniacal one. Maniacal, not in a bad sense but simply extremely calculating. I fucked up though and now have to resort to old fashioned mental conditioning. If I dont, and I absorb what the world around me wants me to, I will be in for it. And so to lala land I go. Shut off and numb to most that goes off around me... Like a blank sheet of printing paper made out of Kevlar, just itching to soak itself w/some ink. To absorb some knowledge or perhaps deflect some. Least I can JUDGE what does or doesnt get thru. And so TO HELL if it belongs there, a smile I'll share with you :)

Recent Convo W/a Ghud Friend

ShadyDaNzO (8:24:51 PM): yoo
RAPIDPLASMA (8:25:02 PM): ye nhey
ShadyDaNzO (8:25:16 PM): wasupppp
RAPIDPLASMA (8:25:22 PM): chillin
RAPIDPLASMA (8:25:24 PM): u
ShadyDaNzO (8:25:33 PM): just got home where u at?
RAPIDPLASMA (8:25:47 PM): LI
ShadyDaNzO (8:26:12 PM): i c
RAPIDPLASMA (8:26:18 PM): hem lo notnim et ha davar ha ze la shotrim nahon?
ShadyDaNzO (8:26:57 PM): lol i told u bro u got nothing to worry bout would i lie to u
RAPIDPLASMA (8:27:19 PM): i hope not... I know u wouldnt inside but ive been going nuts
RAPIDPLASMA (8:27:27 PM): u feel me?
ShadyDaNzO (8:27:36 PM): i hear ya
ShadyDaNzO (8:27:48 PM): whats your lawyer saying?
RAPIDPLASMA (8:27:56 PM): na much
RAPIDPLASMA (8:28:10 PM): alot happened
ShadyDaNzO (8:28:16 PM): lioke?
RAPIDPLASMA (8:28:26 PM): another charge was just added
RAPIDPLASMA (8:28:33 PM): criminal mishchief
RAPIDPLASMA (8:28:44 PM): cos i fucked w/the guys atv
ShadyDaNzO (8:29:39 PM): well the way u wer thinking im not surprised
ShadyDaNzO (8:29:51 PM): like u didnt care about nothing
ShadyDaNzO (8:30:00 PM): respecting peoples property and shit
RAPIDPLASMA (8:30:19 PM): tru
ShadyDaNzO (8:30:33 PM): well i just hope u get off
ShadyDaNzO (8:30:48 PM): cause it would really suck if u had to go away
RAPIDPLASMA (8:30:50 PM): its crazy how alot has happened and just led to a final eruption
ShadyDaNzO (8:31:05 PM): well it was inevadable
RAPIDPLASMA (8:31:14 PM): its tru
ShadyDaNzO (8:31:18 PM): u knock on the devils door one day hes gonna answer
RAPIDPLASMA (8:31:40 PM): i wud have died if all this w/the opskay hasnt happened
RAPIDPLASMA (8:32:17 PM): i woke from a blissful dream and found myself in jail...
ShadyDaNzO (8:32:33 PM): did u
ShadyDaNzO (8:32:34 PM): ?
ShadyDaNzO (8:32:51 PM): dont tell the opskay that caus ethen they will treat u like a majnoon
RAPIDPLASMA (8:33:07 PM): w/ever
ShadyDaNzO (8:33:19 PM): and wat happend wen u tried
ShadyDaNzO (8:33:19 PM): ?
RAPIDPLASMA (8:33:45 PM): i didnt want to bad enuff and people started to make a fuss so the gurds kiked me round a bit and left
ShadyDaNzO (8:33:57 PM): wow
ShadyDaNzO (8:34:01 PM): thats crazy
ShadyDaNzO (9:02:09 PM): r u still shmeezing and shit?
RAPIDPLASMA (9:02:37 PM): yes shmeezing and thats it
ShadyDaNzO (9:02:44 PM): good
RAPIDPLASMA (9:02:50 PM): i nearly lost my mind from pills
ShadyDaNzO (9:02:52 PM): did u withdraw from the illpayz>?
RAPIDPLASMA (9:02:56 PM): yes hardcore
RAPIDPLASMA (9:03:00 PM): saw a psych 4 it
ShadyDaNzO (9:03:04 PM): really wat happend?
RAPIDPLASMA (9:03:14 PM): had crazy pains in my chest
ShadyDaNzO (9:03:18 PM): wow
ShadyDaNzO (9:03:23 PM): that sux
ShadyDaNzO (9:03:33 PM): but better then losing your life
RAPIDPLASMA (9:03:40 PM): ye well i was on a sik cocktail dude
ShadyDaNzO (9:03:47 PM): i know
RAPIDPLASMA (9:03:49 PM): paxil ur not supposed to mix w/anything
RAPIDPLASMA (9:04:02 PM): and that shit paxil is mental
RAPIDPLASMA (9:04:09 PM): not body type shit
ShadyDaNzO (9:04:15 PM): i told u from day 1 when u came to my backyard and shwed me u had paxil valumes and footballs
RAPIDPLASMA (9:04:17 PM): it fux with ur brain chemicals
RAPIDPLASMA (9:05:10 PM): never again
RAPIDPLASMA (9:07:16 PM): trust tho dan that all will pass w/time and i accepted that...Ill never forget wut u did 4 me
ShadyDaNzO (9:08:16 PM): bro for me its instinc if ur my boy i do for u wat i would expect u to do for me
RAPIDPLASMA (9:08:28 PM): nd
ShadyDaNzO (9:08:41 PM): wordd
ShadyDaNzO (9:08:46 PM): wat u doin
RAPIDPLASMA (9:09:03 PM): lampin, I started a new biz while all this shit is going on
RAPIDPLASMA (9:09:09 PM): ill tell u about 1 day
RAPIDPLASMA (9:09:18 PM): but my hand is in a cat and its hard to type
ShadyDaNzO (9:09:37 PM): in a cat lol
ShadyDaNzO (9:09:39 PM): ow cast
ShadyDaNzO (9:09:40 PM): lol
RAPIDPLASMA (9:09:45 PM): yes lol
ShadyDaNzO (9:09:52 PM): i had a pretty good idea i think i wanted to talk to u about
ShadyDaNzO (9:10:01 PM): besides what i had to ask u about
ShadyDaNzO (9:10:07 PM): i thaught of a good idea
ShadyDaNzO (9:10:09 PM): u tell me
RAPIDPLASMA (9:10:22 PM): well i live by my girls and if i go away its gonna be in like 6 months
RAPIDPLASMA (9:10:33 PM): so ur welcome here wenever u want
ShadyDaNzO (9:10:50 PM): imagine having a web site that the main objective of it is having online reunions from classes to familly to what ever
ShadyDaNzO (9:10:57 PM): ty
RAPIDPLASMA (9:11:04 PM): hmm
RAPIDPLASMA (9:11:09 PM): thats int
ShadyDaNzO (9:12:16 PM): hold on
ShadyDaNzO (9:22:32 PM): so u get the idea?
RAPIDPLASMA (9:23:02 PM): ye build on it, it sounds very cool
RAPIDPLASMA (9:23:38 PM): u can steal technology from genealogy.com or w/ever
RAPIDPLASMA (9:26:04 PM): im siging off tty wenever

Cemeteries Of London

Preamble To The South African Constitution

We, the people of South Africa,

Recognise the injustices of our past;

Honour those who suffered for justice and freedom in our land;

Respect those who have worked to build and develop our country; and

Believe that South Africa belongs to all who live in it, united in our diversity.

We therefore, through our freely elected representatives, adopt this Constitution as the supreme law of the Republic so as to ­

Heal the divisions of the past and establish a society based on democratic values, social justice and fundamental human rights;
Lay the foundations for a democratic and open society in which government is based on the will of the people and every citizen is equally protected by law;
Improve the quality of life of all citizens and free the potential of each person; and
Build a united and democratic South Africa able to take its rightful place as a sovereign state in the family of nations.
May God protect our people.

Nkosi Sikelel' iAfrika. Morena boloka setjhaba sa heso.

God seën Suid-Afrika. God bless South Africa.

Mudzimu fhatutshedza Afurika. Hosi katekisa Afrika.

Bullet- Sik Movie Representing How Shit Once Was Round Here

The Come Down

Now that I stopped taking anti depressant meds my doc gave me, my head is clearing and Im beginning to focus clearer, I curse myself for dismissing my girlfriends objections to me going upstate "because I promised to go with her to her best friends sisters wedding" this past Fri night. Like a shmuck I sent my girlfirend to this wedding alone whilst I too was in Monticello Fri night. Then came this mess I will be forced to forever remember on Saturday August 9th. Im a fucking idiot and she has more than enough reason to remind me yet she hasnt mentioned it since. My mistake was leaving her for the weekend because of fake friends. Ill never make this mistake ever again...